What Day is it Today?

4/20

I am having a hard time knowing what I feel. Deep sadness and sleepiness is coming to mind but that could be the PMS. Avoiding work is coming to mind but that could be the monotony of it. My eyes feel so tired and gloomy all I want to do is lie in bed and sleep. I woke up to Ryan and immediately asked him “What day is it today?” my brain felt like it was Sunday but I wasn’t sure. When he said “Wednesday” I was surprised. I noticed my foot was asleep and when I tried to move it I felt pangs through my leg so I tried my best to keep it still. I moved from sleeping in bed to laying on the couch. When I asked Ryan for a hug he said “You’re going to have to get up to get a hug”. This motivated me to stand momentarily.